On 20th of this month, this was the day He left His body in the year of 1990.
i remembered Ajuna called us He was very sick. Actually, He left His body already. I felt something was not right. I meant the information from Ajuna was not right. I told Rudranii " leave right away and bring Narada with you. Go to see Him." i wanted Narada to see Him. It was about Monday. On the day before, That was Sunday. should be Sunday. i felt so down. I felt BaBa was angry at us. We are not doing His work. And i was angry too.
I flew to San Fransico to apply visas for Rudranii and Narada. Should be Wednesday. In the morning i took an airplane. i presented the paper to the counter before it was closed for the morning. I went back to the office at one. i got the visas. I flew back to Los Angeles. Next day Rudranii and Narada left. Mahaprayan was held on Saturday India time. They were one day late. Narada did not see Him on time. Because all the information i got from them were all lies. I had to depend on my own.
A week later when Rudranii and Narada came back from India and Taiwan. One night i sat on meditation. It was about 3:00 am midnight. The house was so quiet and the air so dense. Suddenly, the door opened up. A current of wind was pouring in. I still sat on meditation and my eyes were closed. But i saw it. And i cried out in my heart, "BaBa!" i saw the current ran so fast through my back and turned into Narada's room. Well, BaBa came to see Narada. He loves Narada very much. I felt so happy. He always fulfilled my wishes. When He visited Taiwan. Once we walked together. BaBa said to me This time i came to visit you, you should come to visit me in India sometime later." i said,"yes, BaBa." then, BaBa turned to right where s.s. was walking by us. BaBa said: "Margiis should go through Nepal right? Because they can not get a visa from India." "yes, BaBa!." replied by s.s. Later, Normal called me and told me she was leaving for India. i told her what BaBa has said to me. So, she went to see BaBa through Nepal.
Sunday, October 23, 2016
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