Yoga is not from Vedha or Vedhanta

Vadha and Vadhantic school had no practice. Thousand years ago, those aryans from north part of middle Asia did not know how to do meditation. They did not know what those yogi doing on the cemetery. Until they learned from those local tantrika in India. What are they learning?--Yoga. Remember Yoga is the core of Tantra.

Absolute Knowledge

Knowledge, There are two kinds of knowledge. One is absolute knowledge and one is dual knowledge. Dual knowledge, well, everybody knows. Absolute knowledge, the only knowledge is always right. From what i see, from what my experience, from what i've learned, BaBa's words are absolute knowledge, every single word, every single passage. If you do not think so, then, prove me what he had said were wrong. But many margii reveal themselves as they are broad minded people. They take BaBa's words as same as others. Nothing is special. BaBa's words are dual knowledge. This kind of behavior makes me laugh. I don't know all these years what they are doing?--"Learn Nothing". Many margii spent thousand of dollars to learn from kundalini yoga, (many informations in this school are wrong); from Thich Nhat Hanh to learn "mindfulness meditation", (talking about mindfulness state, many margii can do much better than this guy so called "guru",2nd lesson is much powerful than this); ...on and on; Funny thing is some of margii brought this kind of dual knowledge into Ananda Marga. Dalai Lama said to the world that Buddhism is a religion without God. But BaBa explained why Shaykyamuni did not say anything but said in silence which was "No Word" Because his logic is because GOD is out of limitation of word, out of the limitation of mind. GOD is up to the state of "no mahat" Dalai Lama did not know why Shakyamuni's answers about these two questions. It leads to thousand of people to the wrong track. That's why BaBa mentioned darshan is so important.

What kind of young men these days

i saw many people. They can go to Africa today. Next time i see the same person is going to Bali. Next time he will go to India. i'm thinking how they have money to go here and there without a steady job with a steady income. And most of all they dont care about to find a better job while they are still young. These young people like sex. So they get married and have children. Still, they dont go out to find a steady job. Dada and didi are saying they are so great. They have a very good background. They can make a lot of money if they work outside world. But they dont want to, they want to work in Ananda Marga. This ridiculous excuse i've ever heard. And words are from Acarya. No sense of responsibility. Well, if they are so great. They dont need money. They don't need a job. Living like a vagabond. No sense of resposiblity. Sorry, i dont respect these kind of young men.

Non-stealing

First time, first day in Tiljala, Kalkalta 1987. One LFT stole a sweater from me. What is it? Are we observing YAMA and NIYAMA? On this moral discipline, Christians and Bhuddist followers are much much better than Ananda Margii. Jin Pu ti once asked the audience, how many people down there in the hall, over a thousand people. All came here to learn how to do healing. He asked us, "how many of you have not committed stealing from childhood up to now?" "anyone? you can put your hand up." Wow, amazing to me, one person hold up his hand. Jin Pu Ti started to ask him many questions, try to push him to admit he had committed even once before. I knew Jin Pu Ti did not believe in him. Unfortunately, he had no power to prove it.

Earlier days in America

In 1986, i attended a summer retreat in America. On the first night, i thought i could stay in D.C. hall. But Visha Dev did not allow me to, because he thought i were a thief, i might steal the electric equipment in the D.C. hall. i understood he thought i was poor, because i came from Taiwan. You know, this was 1986. i travelled to India in 1982. Two dadas tried to stop me to see BaBa. They did not know BaBa invited to me visited Him in 1979 personally. Somehow, i saw BaBa in Ranchi. Funny things or i should say ridiculous thing happened, where i stayed there was a construction going on. This dada in charge gave me order to take dirt away to another place. He thought i was poor. i did not have money to give to this dada for my stayed in. So, i needed to work for something. One day i went to BaBa's headquarter early in the morning. There was one brother. He was taking a shower by the well. i saw many people taking shower by the well. i was interested in seeing it. When i went closer to the well. This brother ordered me to fetch water from the well. He wanted me to serve him to take a shower. This kind of behavior made me laugh in my heart. Such egoistic brother i'd ever seen.

Earlier Days in America (1)

When i came to America, i carried 10 thousand in my pocket. Later, i got married and i had to take two jobs to balance my life. One job was from 9 to 5, and one job was from 11 pm to 3 am. My mother asked me several times "Do we need money?" i always said "No." After a while to have two jobs, i said,"Yes," So my parents wired 200 thousand u.s. dollars to me. I used that money to buy a nice house in Acadia, Los Angeles. I was surprised, my wife did not want to move in, because she did not like the house. At this moment, i knew my wife she was so much into this material world.

From the pass away of Krtashivananda Avt.

When BaBa came to Taiwan in 1979. I worked with Krtashivananda Avt as PR worker. He lost his faith on Him. Now, he passed away. This is why i always mentioned it is not one day, it is not two days, i am seeing myself day by day. I remembered years ago, many margiis reacted so much emotionally. They wanted to banned him from organization. i posted an email online said," you can not ban a person from organization because he did not know BaBa." It takes a soul to know a soul. I tell my students you have to be high, so high enough to know who your guru is. Didi Ananda Mitra, the first defector, took the money to build up her empire in Brazil a few years ago. She no longer mentioned BaBa or other achary to her followers. No Ananda Marga. Who is right and who is wrong? You decided how and what.

The Poverty In This Society

We were talking about viveka. In the course which didi Rudranii gave us a talk on. Dada Suresh made a comment on the poor people because of their karma had done before. Because of their samsakara, poor people are poor Today. It is true what they have done before so they suffer poverty in this life. Maybe they do not give away or help poor people in their past life. That's actually how they need to learn something in this life span. But for a person, especially, as a Sadhaka, who has compassion should not think this way, not even a moment to think this way. Poverty in anywhere is the duty of a society. It is a duty for everyone to get rid of the poverty everywhere. For us, Ananda Margii, we should think of solution. God gave more rich to a rich man after his prayer for more money. But God took away the old lady's cow which it was the only thing this old lady left in this world. The old lady asked she could concentred on God more and more. God responded by taking away her only cow, and also, the only food she could get daily. Now, no more milk. How could she survive? Amazingly, she was thankful God for taking her cow away. She did not think of her food. She thought,now,she could think of God with fully mind. For a Sadhaka who can see God is very very important. Remembered what Jesus said on the cross when he could not see God for a short moment because Jesus took away our sin on his shoulder. Because of sin, he could not see God. Remembered Ramakrisna, the moment he could not see God, he polished his cheek on the surface of sand. See how much pain they had suffered with.

Dalai Lama Could Save Tibet From Slaughter

In 1863 Caption Montgomery tried to make a map of Tibet and a path to Tibet. The secret intelligence department of British trained Nain Sing, an Indian farmer, to find out a way to Lhasa. Before this time , no western foreigners know where Lhasa was. Nain Sing became one of the best spy in the world. He made a very accurate map to Lhasa. Later this map open the door for the British troops could invade Tibet. Two times Tibetan leaders should recognized him as a spy. What he plotted to do would hurt Tibet very much. But they failed. One time Nain met Banchen Lama. Banchen Lama could not find out who he really was. Dalai Lama 14 met Nain. This time Dalai Lama also could not recognized Nain was a spy from England. On 1904/3/31 Francis Younghusband led the British army invaded Tibet. Tibetan and the British army met outside the hamlet of Guru. One side had rifles, machine gun and modern weapons. One side had knife and 5 rifles. Within four minutes, all five thousand Tibetan were killed. This is a typical way how an imperial power did to the people loved peace.

Lao Zhu, Dao De Jing Chapter 47

Up to Today, Intellectual will never understand this Charter--Dao De Jing, Chapter 47. All explanation is from their imagination. All their explanation is not true, not properly or twisted. Only the Sadhaka knows what it is and what Lao Zhu talked about.

The Easiest Way To Enter Samadhi

Years ago, i developed a method to enter samadhi. i found out the easiest way to enter samadhi was to raise up kundalinii first, by the kundalinii up, hum, hum hum up, you would enter samadhia without any effort. How many people can do it? i knew many secrets to improve my sadhana. Actually, everyone can do it easily. He will reveal all to you, so long as you are sincere. Good luck.

DaLai Lama Escape

On March 10, 1959, Dalai Lama escaped to India with the help of CIA. Before this day, CIA wanted pilots from Change Kai Shi. Chang Kai Shi followed instructions of CIA sent to Laos and Cambodia. These pilots had a mission was to carry weapons, flew to Lhasa and dropped the weapons there before 3/10/1959. All the flights painted out American flags on all the planes. When Dalai Lama arrived at the border of India, CIA sent a telegram to White House to update this news. Later now, it was revealed out, we could read this telegram. This is the evidence to prove everything conspired by CIA. That explained why Tibetan guerilla had guns and cannons on that day. Who was behind it?

There is no one knows Ananda Marga philosophy in Asheville

Asheville is a place of desert of Ananda Marga philosophy. When i came down here, i did not doubt about it or thought about it. But until i came here and until i stayed here for a while. i attended D.C. several times. i found out no one can give a good talk on Ananda Marga philosophy. i am so disappointed. Well, this is their level, nobody can pull them up. Not one year or ten years of being a margii can give a good talk on Ananda Marga philosophy. Give you 20 years or 30 years, still, you are shallow. Many acharya still talked wrong on some corners. It is a good thing for some of acharya. They can talk on their own developing knowledge by their practice but unfortunately, what i have heard all these years. They were all wrong. i preferred and was hoping they keep on what BaBa said, don't go away from the book. then, they were fine. Even you know so well on Ananda Marga philosophy. You are good only 10% of being a tantric sadhaka. Why? Because tantra has 10% of philosophy and 90% of it are practice. i did not say i knew a lot. At least, i am not those people always hold up their hands shouting,"i know, i know." in a classroom. "yes, yes, i want to give dharma shastras this week." i heard Mirabai from Michigan, said "we girls want to talk because we are hardly have chances to give talks in public. we girls need to practice." Sounds right. Girls can practice some other time, but not in D.C. D.C. is a gathering time for all the local margiis, sometimes some margiis are from other places, some are new. The worse thing is for those new people come. When they heard what we are talking about. Wow, Ananda Marga is so shallow. They won't show up no more. i saw meditation in D.C., what i saw it was like a D-date. Believe me, you don't want to see it how bad it looks like. As i said it is not the matter of how good your English is, even you are given 10 years, what you can say is half of a page. Why? no practice. i remembered one time Ramakrishna was asked on "how to cut off sweets" by a follower. Ramakrishna answered "Can you come back in a month? i will tell you the answer." (i think you know the the rest.) You see, if you don't practice enough, you will have no experience. i did not say i knew a lot. At least, i knew who is emitting sexual energy while he or she is doing kiirtan. (Means this young boy or yound girl had sex activities a few hours ago.) i knew who is doing meditation or he or she is sleeping.

Imperialistic Exploitation

How many people received benefit from Imperialistic Exploitation for England, only good for England. How about America-No matter where there is American there started the riots. People lived from Heaven fell into Hell in one day. In Tibet, CIA provided weapons to Tibetan people and Xing Jiang people to create riots in Tibet and Xing Jiang. England did the same thing as well before they withdraw from India. Did England gave Hong Kong people freedom while they occupied Hong Kong? No. Polland got so much money from their colonial land before so they can afford to pay their people 80% of their salary monthly when their people retire. i read what BaBa told us. When England occupied India, their sole interest on their own economic resources and wealth. British created a system. Do you know what they did? They started to dismantle and destroy all local manufacturing industries such as the weaving industry, the silk and cotton industry, the sugar and salt industry, the manufacturing of machinery, the production of cloth dyes and shipbuilding. Its aim was to destroy the local industries and to turn the colonies into mere producers of raw materials for industries in England, and markets for their finished products. The manufacturers and skilled labors who had been employed in all these industries for generations lost their traditional source of income and were pushed into agriculture. In 1943 there was a famine in eastern India. Mainly Bengal, parts of Bihar and Northeast India got affected. British did not want to help. They said they did not have transportation. They did not want to have this news expanded to the world, they even refused any other help into the disaster area. This stories went on by BaBa...While millions were dying from starvation in eastern India, Britain's only concern was to stockpile huge reserves of grains in England to feed the liberated countries of Europe. These grains came from all over the world, including India. Churchill's pathological hatred of the people of India who he contemptuously described as "breeding like rabbits" led him to commit the crime of ignoring the warnings of the impending food crisis and to do nothing to tackle the crisis once the famine had set in.

Bad Karma If You Can Not Sit In Lotus

Jsnsks and Jiva devi came from Los Angeles. Last night we talked on meditation. Lotus is the best sitting asana for meditation. If a sadhaka can not sit in Lotus to do meditation, really it is a tragedy. Lotus also is the most difficult Asana. People think it is easy. Actually, it is not. You can sit in lotus today that does not mean you can sit in lotus tomorrow. You can sit in lotus for 10 minutes does not mean you can sit in lotus for one hour. You can sit in lotus for one year, how about 10 years? Or 20 years? Or more? Life after life. We know meditation is a daily practice for a sadhaka. Our guru tells us the discipline is "no meditation no meal". Janaka had a good lesson to learn. He told me he went to learn "Fa-Lun_Gon" Later, he did not want to stay in their group. He left this group. After he left this group, he found out he could not do meditation. Because he could not sit. It took him ten years to get back to sit in a proper way. As i saw people doing meditation using "fa-lun-gon", their "fa-lun" would not turn. That's why they can sit in lotus long time. But the problem was "fa-lun" would not turn. "Fa-lun" would not turn means like those two lion stone statues, they had been sitting in front of a temple for thousand of years, they never got realization. That also taught us a lesson, do not knock on doors without knowing what it is going on without a good study. Anyway, bad karma's reaction makes a sadhaka can not sit in lotus. We need to pay attention to it.

Tibet Is Always A Province of China

In Europe, the darkest era was controlled by Vatican. God's power was the only power politically. Political power and God's power were one. Later, the revolution came. Political power separated from God's power. Then, improvement came. That's happened in Europe. On the contrary, Tibet's political situation still controlled by God's power. It was very corrupted politically. 5% of the people, monks supreme and royal family, controlled 95% of the population. 95% of the population are slaves. Slavery and casteism had lasted in Tibet for thousand years. Had different Dalai Lamas thought about to change this situation. Never. Because they were the beneficiary party. They did not want to change it. It is very bad. We knew veins like monks could not be the major role in the society. Should be the family people. Only communism had the power to change it. It wiped out slavery and casteism in Tibet. Let all the people have the rights to live.

At least You Should Have God's Feeling

Being one with God, then, You are He or He is He. How to describe "He"? How to describe Samadhii? How to describe God? You can not use positive statement. You can only use negative statement. And still it is not complete. A blind touch an elephant. No mater what the answer is, it is not complete. Ah! BaBa, that's the reason why Buddha kept silence when these "Is there God?" and "Is there no God?" questions were put before him. This is not his mistake, but worldly people misunderstood his answer. When the drop of water in a cup. it is a cup of water. When this drop of water in the ocean, Where is it? This is the chain between finite and infinite. That's why BaBa explained "Antramitva", you are migrant to but actually you are not migrant to. All because of "identity" falls on He and you loose "you". When you lose you, lose your ego. You do not have the faculty to identify you. Where are you? Who are you? There is no "I". The answer is no "I". Who hear the question? How "He" reply? BaBa do the demo on this person. He told us the answer.

Dharma Sashtra in Sectorial Retreat

Twice a year of Sectorial retreating is coming. Margiis are excited. But i wanted to say something here. Some people are invited to give talks. i understood many margiis do not understand what BaBa wants to say. Still, Should find some people can talk properly. Remembered one year, the topic is kosa. People gave talks were not in good preparation. All they talks you could find were found online or from BaBa's books. Nothing were from themselves. We did not need this kid of information by coming down from far away, spending money on air tickets or gas. Paying so much time and money to come here. We could go online to do search, or go on e-book, we had everything what they talked about. The worse thing is misleading people. One year the topic is about "Shiva". Visha Deva talked on Shiva. He said Shiva was a mixed. We knew Shiva was a Mogolian. He was never an aryan or mixed. On kiirtan, Shamitananda said we dont clap hands while doing kiirtan. He was wrong. On one video, i saw BaBa clapped hands while he explained kiirtan. Again, i need to mentioned one thing is about the new translation version. It was a very good news. But many places were translated wrong. Either you know they are wrong or you can see they do not understand what BaBa wanted to say on his courses. Or they mistranslate the main part where BaBa wanted to emphasized. Or it was worse thing was to translate something they wanted you to know. This year the topic is Prout. It is the weakest point in Ananda Marga. Not so many people have enough knowledge on socialism, on economic and histories of different countries. Years they talked only around co-op, nothing new. hoping some people have good knowledge of prout and all "isms".

How To Read Mind

One of my student's boy friend thought i was interested in his girl friend. This boy had so much ego. He always showed he knew a lot on Buddism and He was from Red Hat school. One Saturday he came by to pick up his girl friend. He was standing there looked like he had something wanted to talk to me. He did not know how to say it. i was standing in front of him for a while. i did not say anything. He did not say anything just standing there. But i picked up his thoughts. Actually, he wanted to tell me he had a sex with this girl last week. He just wanted me to know that. And he did not know how to say it to me. So i emailed to my class openly about this story, so he would know i know what he wanted to tell me on this Saturday. i am going to give a meditation class to teach people how to read mind. Actually, it is very easy. One of the easiest way is to be my friend, then, you can do it the same way i do. Or learn some secret method to do while you are sitting meditation. I had mental communication with Guang Qing Lao Ho Shang (廣钦老和尚）， Sri Qinmayii and Shrii Shrii Ananda Murtijii, while we were fare to face.

Some People Could Not Take It

These occult powers are ańimá, laghimá, mahimá, iishitva, vashvitva, prakámya, prápti and antaryámitva. The entity who is endowed with all of them is known as “Iishvara”. i experienced them all. Actually, i felt like this is rare but it is normal, nothing special. One time i went into my mother-in-law's body and found out her brain did not function properly. i went back to my own body and found out i was like that for many many days. i felt horrible.

remove my name from the listings on ananda marga inspiration email group

i thought it was last year. ananda muni took my name from his email group without telling me the reason. i put up 3 emails then i found out they were not show up on the email group. then, i stopped to email on this group. it's interesting the reason why ananda muni took my name out from the listings.

The Many Sides of India

India can not be great again until it would move away casteism , respect women up to the level as they treat their pride. respect their neighbors properly, especially to Nepal and Nepalese.

Chat With BaBa

Once i was in front of BaBa. Thinking this is the first time we met. What should i said to him? Good day? too common. How are you? He is omnipotent. Introduce myself to him? No! He knows everything. Well! what to say to him? i could not be "no manner". Finally, i said to him,"BaBa, can i have a picture with you?" The whole room quieted down. No one say anything. Everybody were waiting what BaBa would respond. For a few seconds, BaBa answered me. Guess what he would say?

How Lucky I Am

It was my lucky day. In the early morning, dada asked me to go with him to bring BaBa back in the airport. You know how many people at the airport to welcome BaBa? Only three of us, dada, one brother working in the Ananda Marga's restaurant and i.

Viira Cara Tantra Meditation

As a Sadhaka, you need to know Sahasrara cakra and guru cakra very clearly. If you mix up these two, you do not know how to do the 6th lesson properly. You need to know how to use them. You need to know how they are different. First time i learned Guru cakra was from the book of "Autobiography of a yogi" . i found out at the moment, ah! it is very important to meditate on this cakra. But BaBa did not mention this Cakra in the early time. (Later, my guru reveals him at my cakra many times makes me to know more about meditation.) Yes, It was very interesting to know Why BaBa did not mention this cakra until his late life. But he mentioned the important role for a guru instead on instrouduced this cakra to us. That is to know God. Guru and God has different roles on the spiritual path. Jesus Christ mentioned this. He said if you want to know my father you need to come through me. My father means God, (you need to know how to read the bible.) Regarding sahasrara cakra, that is different lesson. It is my 7th lesson. (i will discuss this topic more later.) Viira ps: 6,000 years ago, Shiva founded Tantra. Later it spread into India. This school of tantra was called Viira Cara Tantra.

it is a lie or not a lie

Being with the Truth over 40 years. It is difficult not to recognize what it is a lie or not a lie.

many jagrtii are so dirty

You are not healthy. your mind is dark. your heart is cold. until, until, one day, your bath room is clean and shining.

Do Meditation Properly

From years of observation, many family scarya can not sit property for meditation. Many can not do the 4th lesson properly.

Why You Are Missing To See My BaBa

When He came here to see you, you do not want to see Him. That's the reason why. He is so happy to come to the jagrtii to meet all of you, but you do not show up. When He comes back again, you think you will meet him again? No, you are blind and you can not see Him. I saw Shaykaymuni several times. He smiled at me every time. He was so happy to see me. I was so happy to see him. We both were happy to see each other again and again. I miss Him and He miss me. You told me you wanted to see him but you did not have time. You want to see BaBa, but you do not have the mind to see Him when He comes to see you here in the jagrtii every Sunday at D.C.. You closed the door before your eyes, your blinded eyes. That's why i was with Him every day when He visited me here. He even invited me to see Him where His physical Home was.

Such Devotee of My BaBa

Many margii want to attend a d.c. but there is no place to go for them. But we have a very nice jagrtii in Maryland. Here i am staying in jagrtii over 2 weeks. 2 Sunday nights no one shows up at jagrtii for d.c. Are they dada's margii or didi's margii? For sure, they are not BaBa's margii. And they are not devotee at all, even they say they are.

Prentend To Be

The most powerful weapon for a Sadhaka is "to pretend". That's a way to protect yourself from jealous people especially those monks and nuns. Pretend you don't know when you know, pretend you are not when you are. Let others has a chance to be there. Let them has a recognized position out there. This way will satisfy their vanity. this vanity is what they look for and what they look after. And you will be safe. "Live and let live." Once BaBa gave p.c. to Ishvara. Ishvara talked to BaBa in his mother tongue. BaBa did not respond. Ishvara said BaBa looked like he did not understand what he said. There is a very important lesson we need to learn here. You know the answer. BaBa had told us you must angry but pretend you were angry. I pretended many things and let the big mouth margii to spread out what you pretend--what you said and what you did; regardless your name and fame. Yes, regardless your name and fame. The most important path to go is to arrive your target asap. Know what you are doing. Know your right path to step on. Know your samskara. Go forward on in a proper way. You are stepping on a razor blade. In front of you, many demons will come to stop you. (remembered in 1982, two dada wanted to stop me to see BaBa but they failed. Many dada and didi wanted to kick me out of Ananda Marga; later i will reveal their names.) Further down on the road more and more and you will become purer and purer. Actions and reactions will be accumulated more and more, but who care. Actions are always there so long as you are here. (Buddist people said emptiness. They do not know the real meaning of emptiness. How can you have no actions and reactions while you are alive.)

Books about Tantra

Many people write books about Tantra. Even they only know a little bit about Tantra. Only reason is because they thought they know. Do they know "cina cary"? Do they know "vira cara"? Have they practice some other practices. They were there even before Shiva? There are 64 classic books on Tantra. There are 22 qualifications for being a Tantra students. There are 10 qualifications for being a Tantra guru. If you havnt known these or having more than these kind of knowledge. And you said you knew Tantra. And you said you have been practicing Tantra for many many years. Do you know how to sit on a padmasanana still for an hour? Please, dont write a book about Tantra. You are a person can write a book about Tantra if you know all the knowledge about Tantra. And you are a practitioner. Otherwise your knowledge on Tantra is not complete.

A Bual

Ramakrishna would never say"i will be a baul for my next life." This kind of saying must came from the followers of baul. A realized soul will never say this kind of words. According to my memory, Ramakrishna had nothing to do with baul school. He did, he really like kiirtan.

Gym Spcialist and Expert

All the people work out in gym. They make a big mistake and make themselves a lot of damage for their physical body's system. Why? i see them suppress breath every time. In this way, where the "qi" goes to, when the person use outside force to strengthen the final blow? The "qi" goes into their system. what would happen? young man do not know until old. All the pain will burst out from every where. Even those Specialist and Expert do not know it. Why i know this? Because i had practiced "qi-gong" in high school. Later, this "qi" from the system protect the body instantly and automatically. Do you know "qi"? if you do not know it you do not know spiritual practice yet. Regarding kundaliini yoga teacher, they do not know "qi" in the first place. i met a lady in jagrtii. She got sick after first time in the class. Why? after 30 minutes pranayama practice?! Even a healthy young man can not take it, not to say people over 50, the worse, many of them are not vegetarian. This pranayama practice, i rather call it Bandha or Vedha practices for accurately naming. Asana has 4 branches--Asana, Mudra, Bandha and Vedha. People pay so much fee to get a certificate and find out they are not to be a valued instructor yet. Because they do not know how to do with "qi" properly. One more thing mentioned here. Our organization also give out yoga instructor certificate. Does our teacher know how to do pranayama or "qi" in a proper way? i doubt it.

Momentum Kill a Good Sadhaka--走火入魔

A discipline sadhaka practice regularly until one day he or she wake up and found out his or her body changed. They feel differently. Their body is full of energy. A lot of energy, a lot of inspiration. Many thoughts come out from the source. At this moment it is a good sign and also a bad sign. A good sign is you have inspiration and some good idea from your inspiration which you can share with your friends. But also if you can not control your thoughts for this condition, you can not do meditation from now on. When you do meditation, all thoughts are coming out from no where. Day by day, month by month and year by year, thoughts control your meditation. Some sadhaka think in this condition, they feel great. They are in higher level. Actually they are just a beginner. They started to tell people about many ideas they have. (All are from the source.) But they can not do meditation from now on, but they can do a lot of work or a lot of service. i saw so many margiis in the jagrtii like this in Taiwan. No matter you are a family person or an acarya, you may suffer from this illness-- so called "走火入魔" in Chinese. Most of family person will recover from this problem after they get married. But acarya, no, this symptoms may continue forever; You should know it. So, do not say you can do a lot of service but you can not sit and do meditation, specially as an acarya, like Didi Ananda Mitra.

PRETEND

Once Ramakrishna taught us a weapon to protect our spirituality is to "hiss".  You know as a snake who meet their enemy, first thing they do is "hissing".  With this "hissing" sound, enemy will not come.  Suppose those enemy still comes to get the snake.   well what does snake should do?  Ramakrishna did not provide an answer.  But BaBa did.  BaBa said to us "pretend".  You should not get angry.  But you should pretend you are angry.  Once an acharya asked BaBa said "he can not sit and do meditation.  What should he do?"  BaBa answered,"You sit there and pretend you are doing meditation.  You are an Acarya, you should sit there for 2 hours."

I like  "pretend" very much.  Pretend you do not know how, actually you know and you can.  Pretend you are furious, but you are not.  Don't be a show off eagle.  No need.  This way you can avoid a lot of unnecessary things come to you.

hehehe!  Once BaBa pretend he did not know how to cook potato.  Just once, he got the right of exemption not to cook potato.