There is no one knows Ananda Marga philosophy in Asheville

Asheville is a place of desert of Ananda Marga philosophy. When i came down here, i did not doubt about it or thought about it. But until i came here and until i stayed here for a while. i attended D.C. several times. i found out no one can give a good talk on Ananda Marga philosophy. i am so disappointed. Well, this is their level, nobody can pull them up. Not one year or ten years of being a margii can give a good talk on Ananda Marga philosophy. Give you 20 years or 30 years, still, you are shallow. Many acharya still talked wrong on some corners. It is a good thing for some of acharya. They can talk on their own developing knowledge by their practice but unfortunately, what i have heard all these years. They were all wrong. i preferred and was hoping they keep on what BaBa said, don't go away from the book. then, they were fine. Even you know so well on Ananda Marga philosophy. You are good only 10% of being a tantric sadhaka. Why? Because tantra has 10% of philosophy and 90% of it are practice. i did not say i knew a lot. At least, i am not those people always hold up their hands shouting,"i know, i know." in a classroom. "yes, yes, i want to give dharma shastras this week." i heard Mirabai from Michigan, said "we girls want to talk because we are hardly have chances to give talks in public. we girls need to practice." Sounds right. Girls can practice some other time, but not in D.C. D.C. is a gathering time for all the local margiis, sometimes some margiis are from other places, some are new. The worse thing is for those new people come. When they heard what we are talking about. Wow, Ananda Marga is so shallow. They won't show up no more. i saw meditation in D.C., what i saw it was like a D-date. Believe me, you don't want to see it how bad it looks like. As i said it is not the matter of how good your English is, even you are given 10 years, what you can say is half of a page. Why? no practice. i remembered one time Ramakrishna was asked on "how to cut off sweets" by a follower. Ramakrishna answered "Can you come back in a month? i will tell you the answer." (i think you know the the rest.) You see, if you don't practice enough, you will have no experience. i did not say i knew a lot. At least, i knew who is emitting sexual energy while he or she is doing kiirtan. (Means this young boy or yound girl had sex activities a few hours ago.) i knew who is doing meditation or he or she is sleeping.