many jagrtii are so dirty

You are not healthy. your mind is dark. your heart is cold. until, until, one day, your bath room is clean and shining.

Do Meditation Properly

From years of observation, many family scarya can not sit property for meditation. Many can not do the 4th lesson properly.

Why You Are Missing To See My BaBa

When He came here to see you, you do not want to see Him. That's the reason why. He is so happy to come to the jagrtii to meet all of you, but you do not show up. When He comes back again, you think you will meet him again? No, you are blind and you can not see Him. I saw Shaykaymuni several times. He smiled at me every time. He was so happy to see me. I was so happy to see him. We both were happy to see each other again and again. I miss Him and He miss me. You told me you wanted to see him but you did not have time. You want to see BaBa, but you do not have the mind to see Him when He comes to see you here in the jagrtii every Sunday at D.C.. You closed the door before your eyes, your blinded eyes. That's why i was with Him every day when He visited me here. He even invited me to see Him where His physical Home was.

Such Devotee of My BaBa

Many margii want to attend a d.c. but there is no place to go for them. But we have a very nice jagrtii in Maryland. Here i am staying in jagrtii over 2 weeks. 2 Sunday nights no one shows up at jagrtii for d.c. Are they dada's margii or didi's margii? For sure, they are not BaBa's margii. And they are not devotee at all, even they say they are.

Prentend To Be

The most powerful weapon for a Sadhaka is "to pretend". That's a way to protect yourself from jealous people especially those monks and nuns. Pretend you don't know when you know, pretend you are not when you are. Let others has a chance to be there. Let them has a recognized position out there. This way will satisfy their vanity. this vanity is what they look for and what they look after. And you will be safe. "Live and let live." Once BaBa gave p.c. to Ishvara. Ishvara talked to BaBa in his mother tongue. BaBa did not respond. Ishvara said BaBa looked like he did not understand what he said. There is a very important lesson we need to learn here. You know the answer. BaBa had told us you must angry but pretend you were angry. I pretended many things and let the big mouth margii to spread out what you pretend--what you said and what you did; regardless your name and fame. Yes, regardless your name and fame. The most important path to go is to arrive your target asap. Know what you are doing. Know your right path to step on. Know your samskara. Go forward on in a proper way. You are stepping on a razor blade. In front of you, many demons will come to stop you. (remembered in 1982, two dada wanted to stop me to see BaBa but they failed. Many dada and didi wanted to kick me out of Ananda Marga; later i will reveal their names.) Further down on the road more and more and you will become purer and purer. Actions and reactions will be accumulated more and more, but who care. Actions are always there so long as you are here. (Buddist people said emptiness. They do not know the real meaning of emptiness. How can you have no actions and reactions while you are alive.)

Books about Tantra

Many people write books about Tantra. Even they only know a little bit about Tantra. Only reason is because they thought they know. Do they know "cina cary"? Do they know "vira cara"? Have they practice some other practices. They were there even before Shiva? There are 64 classic books on Tantra. There are 22 qualifications for being a Tantra students. There are 10 qualifications for being a Tantra guru. If you havnt known these or having more than these kind of knowledge. And you said you knew Tantra. And you said you have been practicing Tantra for many many years. Do you know how to sit on a padmasanana still for an hour? Please, dont write a book about Tantra. You are a person can write a book about Tantra if you know all the knowledge about Tantra. And you are a practitioner. Otherwise your knowledge on Tantra is not complete.

A Bual

Ramakrishna would never say"i will be a baul for my next life." This kind of saying must came from the followers of baul. A realized soul will never say this kind of words. According to my memory, Ramakrishna had nothing to do with baul school. He did, he really like kiirtan.

Gym Spcialist and Expert

All the people work out in gym. They make a big mistake and make themselves a lot of damage for their physical body's system. Why? i see them suppress breath every time. In this way, where the "qi" goes to, when the person use outside force to strengthen the final blow? The "qi" goes into their system. what would happen? young man do not know until old. All the pain will burst out from every where. Even those Specialist and Expert do not know it. Why i know this? Because i had practiced "qi-gong" in high school. Later, this "qi" from the system protect the body instantly and automatically. Do you know "qi"? if you do not know it you do not know spiritual practice yet. Regarding kundaliini yoga teacher, they do not know "qi" in the first place. i met a lady in jagrtii. She got sick after first time in the class. Why? after 30 minutes pranayama practice?! Even a healthy young man can not take it, not to say people over 50, the worse, many of them are not vegetarian. This pranayama practice, i rather call it Bandha or Vedha practices for accurately naming. Asana has 4 branches--Asana, Mudra, Bandha and Vedha. People pay so much fee to get a certificate and find out they are not to be a valued instructor yet. Because they do not know how to do with "qi" properly. One more thing mentioned here. Our organization also give out yoga instructor certificate. Does our teacher know how to do pranayama or "qi" in a proper way? i doubt it.